Goodbye.

I haven't ever been this sad before.
I seriously cannot believe Freshman year is over.
Bam.
Just like that.
The year FLEW by.
Soooooo sadddddd. :[
I had to say so many "goodbyes" and "see you in 2 years"....
It was heartbreaking.
I'll blog about my entire experience later.
Anyways, here are some of the hardest goodbyes.

What will I do without these girls and their faces?

And what about this girl? I live with her! She is my ROOMMATE. who else am I going to rant to? 

Oh Mags. 4 Months until we go for 14 and 6. :]

What will i do without Sammy's Mondays and these people?

Will is the BEST person ever.

These three mean more to me than you'll ever know.

This is basically Freshman year. Right here. Minus a few. It wouldn't have been the same without them.

Yeesh.
Goodbyes suck. 

"Don't be dismayed at goodbyes, a farewell is necessary before you can meet again: and meeting again, after moments or lifetimes, is certain for those who are friends."
- Richard Bach.

To all of you I met Freshman year, close friends or occasional sightings, whether I failed to mention you or not:
I love you.
Thank you for everything.
Until we meet again.

..chelle..

Cruel.

Sometimes when I'm studying...
My iPod shuffle is cruel.
And puts on songs (in a row, I might add)
Like:
"Say Goodbye"
"You are Goodbye"
"All We Ever Do is Say Goodbye"

Really nice, huh?
I CANNOT DO THIS!
I love my life wayyyy too much up here at BYU.
And to say goodbye to my friends for 4 months...
Some of them TWO FREAKING YEARS....
It's too much.
Combine this stress with that of 3 more finals, packing up the room, and paperwork for the new job and I am one frazzled girl.
Yeesh.
At least the sun is out.
And John is here to serenade me.

Anywho:
Here are some pictures.
I'll have more when the real goodbyes start tonight.
Peace.

..chelle..

Reality.

Remember when things happen that seem so far away?
And you think, "Hey. This day will never come."
Uh.
False.
It comes.
And it comes fast.
Like graduating high school.
Yeah.
That happened like 6 months ago.
Starting college. Like 3 months
Blah. :/
They all come fast.
And now.
It's time to say goodbye.
To Mike.

My SkyCoaster riding, AP Euro enduring, Sterling Scholar friend.
We bonded so much this past year.
He's a great friend.
And i'm going to miss him.
And of course...Brad.

What can I say about Brad?
We've become so close.
He's one of my best friends.
We have so much in common.
I feel like I can talk to him about anything and everything.
And John Mayer won't be the same without him.
I'm going to miss our funny convo's.
And our inside jokes.

But for now....reality is setting in.
Everyone is growing up.
And.
It's time for the goodbyes to start.
And I don't like it.
One.
Bit.

It's times like these that make me wish we were all still in high school....
..chelle..

Week.

Well.
Today marks the the last full week I spent in St. George.
I don't think I could've spent it any better.
There was just so much that I'm thankful I got to do.
Like see friends off to college.
Partying at Alex's one last time with the crew.
And watching my girls beat Waterford. :]
Building forts.
Girls nights at PF.
Homemade bread for dinner with friends.
And the best date I think i've been on. :]
I wish I was better at taking pictures. I could show you just how awesome this week was.

But.
Like everything that is good, there are bad things.
Like finding out I may be in some money trouble.
Getting my wisdom teeth out.
And.
Leaving to college.
For the past month I've been freaking out about how I'm going to say goodbye to all my friends.
It's made me sick.
But now that's it's happened, it's okay.
As my good friends Every Avenue say: "This is see you later...I'm not into goodbyes."
I know i'll see everyone again.
It wasn't as hard as I thought.

However,
The 3 hardest goodbyes for me are still coming up.
Still not sure how this may work out.

I know Jake and Maggie are going to give me some crap for putting this on...
But this describes us.
I'm just laughing my head off.
Maggie is too.
And Jake is trying to smile. Still. For the picture.
We aren't serious...
We're just the best of friends.
Mags leaves tomorrow.
And I leave Jake Wednesday.
And while the goodbyes will be hard, I know everything will be okay.
At least I keep telling myself that.
We'll still be the best of friends.
Mags will be giving Ephraim a run for it's money.
I'll be trying to survive in Provo.
And Jake will just be holding down the fort in good old STG.

The next time I blog will be a goodbye....
..chelle..