Sunday, March 6, 2011

Someday.

Someday, I'll become a better:
* Student
* Homemaker
* Planner
* Organizer
* FHE advisor
* More clean roommate
* Sleeper
* Healthier person
* Daughter
* Friend
* Texting Instigator
* Listener
* Church go-er
* Blogger
* Overall person in general.

One day, I'll be able to stand up for myself.
Tell people how I really feel.
And not have to hide behind this idea that I'm always fine.
Or that nothing is bothering me.

One day, I'll be able to tell people no.
I don't want to do that.
Or I don't like how you're treating me.
Or treating my friends.
Or what you're saying to/about me.

One day, I'll stop being such a dreamer,
And become a bit of a realist.

One day, I'll stop worrying about the past and the future.
I'll live in "the now."
I'll stop worrying how other people think I look, act, or how "cool" people think I am.

One day, I'll worry about growing up.
And taking on responsibility for myself.
Start studying and getting good grades and a job.

But.
That day is not today.
And today, I like who I am.
I may not be perfect.
Far from it, actually.
But i'm having fun.
Living my life the way I want to.
Therefore.
Today, I am me.
And i'm glad. :]


And for this adventure?
One day.....well.
Maybe someday you'll know this story too. ;]
..chelle..

2 comments:

  1. :) I like this post a lot. You look like you are having a blast still up at college!! Your the best, keep it up :)One day we will all grow up a bit, but for now its I like your attitude of just living in the moment and enjoying it as it comes

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  2. Berk! :]
    You are so sweet.
    Thanks so much girl. :]

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